Waiting

I really hate this waiting... I started my stims for IVF on Friday, so I've done 3 doses of 125IU Follistim, and I just want to know how many eggs I'm going to have. I know it sounds silly, but I don't like to be kept in suspense! And I have to wait until Tuesday morning for my follie scan to find out...and I'm terrified that I'm only going to have 1 or 2 nice ones--even though they nearly doubled my dose from before. I'm also scared that my endometrium lining will suck. I'm just terrified that they're going to cancel the cycle and I REALLY don't want that to happen. I just want a baby already!!!!